Adjusting

I don't know why, but I am having a dificult time adjusting to this new life. I am so happy and thrilled to have Austin and I wouldn't have it any other way. I am just always by myself it seems and I really have a hard time taking everything on. Jason has been very busy with work and I don't want to put this on anyone else. I think I have some postpartum depression :(

Austin was off to a scary start when he went back into the hospital for jaundace and dehydration. I may be feeling guilty for that and now I am scared something else could go wrong. I will try to get over this and enjoy the little guy more. He is amazing and such a joy to my life. I am so happy my dream has finally come true.

Dawn